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Oh lila.

I didn’t say you were fucking stupid I said you would be if you ended this.

Why do I keep posting stuff? I don’t feel better. Maybe I do it so she can see that I’m hurting. But I don’t know if she cares. Honestly I don’t know why. Just passes the time i guess and i like the expressiveness of it.

Sinking into the sorrow

I think I’m in the toughest stage of this break. The depression. It’s not a break up, it just feels like it. Everything about it feels like it’s going to be the end. Which just tears me apart. But like everyone says it just takes time. Time is the remedy for a broken heart and stuff to keep you occupied and good friends.

This fits perfectly…for now.

(Source: josieclark-wroe)

Yup.

“Looking at the world from my rearview, Searching for an answer up high, Or is it all wasted time. Everything is crumbling around me, Feels like the ending of the times, Or is it all just a sign”. Just A Sign- B.O.B

Hoping to be with someone you love who doesn’t want to be with you sounds kind of dumb. But that’s me. A hopeless romantic.

What happened?

What happened between us? I don’t even know. I wish things were different, but wishing isn’t going to make the girl you love love you back. Even if I still am holding on to a thread of hope for us, It’s not in my hands. It’s not in her hands. It’s in God’s hands. If we are meant to be then great, I would love that. If not, then I’m sorry to see something that can be so great go to waste. But I’m trusting in God’s wisdom that he will sort everything out.

(Source: shewasntgoodenough)

therealrosy:

These are movies that I watch when I am trying to mend my broken heart. They may not be movies that cheer people up but they help me reflect on my own life. That’s what makes me feel better and get over my broken heart…
Not all of them may be “movies.”

1. (500) Days of Summer

I have been told…

Stop talking to me lila.

  you didn’t want to be in a relationship with me anymore. I’m done trying to figure out why. Why you can think about going on a break as soon as i leave florida, how can you tell me you love me from the bottom of your heart and tell me you want to be with me for the rest of your life and have this quick of a mind change. Stop acting mad when you have no right to be mad or anything. I’m the one left with the heartbreak and anger and sorrow. I give up lila. I give up on trying to find reasons why you don’t want to be with me. I gave you everything. Everything. Now im broken, you broke me. If you were in my position and i asked for a break you’d come to the same conclusions or think the same things. But i don’t think you wanted me to come dwon there just to have sex with me, because you could’ve easily gotten it down there, which sounds like you have a lot of options down there. I didn’t assume anything. I just though it was funny that they posted on you’re wall now that you’re single. im not being an asshole, you’re just saying so it makes you feel better about the decisions you made. I just want to make sure that you know I give up lila. I’m done. I can’t keep trying and hoping for us when you don’t even want to be with me. Even now im still holding on to a thread of hope for us. Hoping for the life we can have together. But if this is the end for us then you made a huge mistake. You’re Fucking Stupid.